today i feel like a new person.
the moment i opened my eyes, i could see everything. even the frigging product code of my AC that lies within my vision when i wake up from bed. never knew that thing even existed.
i've come to realize two things from this experience:
1) life can be painfully boring when you are restricted from opening your eyes.
this is a little different from simply not being able to see. this is fighting the temptation of opening your eyes when you know that perfect vision awaits behind those thin eyelid walls. imagine having to close your eyes and not being able to do anything for one entire day. i was dying in boredom waiting for either sleep to hit me miraculously in the mid day or waiting for the night to come so that sleep would eventually hit me. which came first? i don't even know.
2) music is soul to the eyes when all else fails.
i've never appreciated the existence of music so much in my life until yesterday. especially between the cruel hours from 3-8pm where your mind and body is just simply awake. i could've easily napped during those time but considering the consequences of a screwed up sleep schedule, i fought off the urge. that's when my ipod came to the rescue. the least i could do was use my ears on behalf of my eyes to give me some sanity. i've never listened so intently to each lyrics of the 200 songs on my ipod. i have to say some songs are really profound.
but in the end, all that i invested and went through was worth every part of it. if i fail at life, at least i know i made one good life decision.
so bye to my fugly glasses with a missing nose piece, bye to my contact lenses which have served me well for the past ten years and bye to my contact solutions which have insignificantly yet surely contributed to my monthly expenses. like the texans would say, rip y'all.
just in case no one got the gist of this entry, i had lasik surgery yesterday. which also means i no longer have virgin eyes!